¿Por qué yo?
We have not even known each other for nine days.
Tonight has been draining.
So fucking draining.
I am trying to say that we can be friends first and then maybe be in a relationship. Let us be friends first. What is the issue with that? Oh I know; the whole “alien” thing. You are talking about marriage already. “Yo soy muy objetivo“. The fuck? You have not even known me for nine days. You do not even know me at all. You do not know my age, my life, my anything. You know my name, the street I live on . You know I have a mother, you know I have two sisters. That is it. Because you traveled with me one night and have seen my mother and sisters.
You say that you are not in a rush. But in my books, “just meeting someone and making them your significant other within less than two weeks” is a motherfucking rush. I do not think that you are genuine. I believe that you may like me externally, but you do not fucking know me to want all these things.
You know what? I read enough books to acquiesce that it may happen like that right, fall in like from the first look, but why be so rushed even when I have not turned you down? I simply asked to be friends first. Apparently that cannot happen. I guess we will be work friends. I honestly thought that friends first would be okay.
You gave me an ultimatum and even after I told you my side, you stuck with the ultimatum. I do not do well with ultimatums.
I do not want to go to work tomorrow.
Verás que seremos buenos en todo. You will see that we will be good at everything.
Tenemos lo más importante que es la comunicación y que nos gustamos. We have the most important thing is communication and that we like.
I translated the following into Spanish to send to you. I have not. I am going to pretend that I fell asleep after your last messages. I am starting to not like you, as I suspect you are starting to not like me also. But that is okay, I hope you find the love of your life and I hope that she can get you something better than your alien status.
Honestamente me estás decepcionando. ¿Eres tan persistente porque parezco ingenuo o desesperado o estúpido, por lo que puedes obtener la ciudadanía? Ni siquiera me conoces desde hace nueve días.
I changed my profile picture to all black and you changed yours to a bathroom selfie almost immediately, when you were angry at me for asking to be friends first and you said work friends only.
So fucking draining.
Time to listen to some Sam Smith and maybe Demi Lovato’s song “Tell Me You Love Me” and Jessie J’s “You’re Not My Ex”.