Waiting

Right now I am outside the mall waiting.

Waiting and crying as I message Nard Dog.

The honest naked truth that I have just messaged him has my eyes watering, my eyes sprouting the water that it holds.

I’m tired of not being thought of by the people that should at least consider me.

Right now I am waiting.

I shouldn’t have had to wait, the car would not be empty while you waited.

I am just so tired of waiting.

Don’t worry, I won’t ask again, I’ll find my way home, I’ll fend for myself.

Thank you so much.