5 days

Imagine something as simple as vacation. 

As a two week vacation.

Because conversation has not been had since the Wednesday before, I didn’t know when it started. Now I am not saying it was omitted purposefully, but I still feel it.

Before I found out, I was in a mood. Since WEDNESDAY ya know. 

I was in a mood because I don’t know; I have no link to the outside world anymore. I do not know.

All the emotions are there swirling and knocking each other HARD like atoms in a confined space. Not being let out. There they are, in my brain, in my eyes, in my heart, in my body. For only me.

I do not even think the ones that know me see the difference, see the turmoil.

That’s just how it is.

And I hate it, I hate that that is what it’s come to.

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